Bathroom Break

Staring at these Mondrian tiles while
I sit looking down
From above
Blue squares and one rectangle
Repeated endlessly
In my bathroom
In my 3AM haze
Two small squares broken by one much larger

Like you break me - broken

One yellow wall framed in white
Too many doors and a bedroom too small
A dresser drawer hanging
A fan blowing without pause
A cat tree well-used
These things, I pass on my way
In the dark, to
Fall back into bed
With you